After my last tv show ended on summer of 2008, boredom gets in the way. I might have found ways to keep money coming in but my physical body wanted to do something more. It misses the stress and fun times of a typical taping day! A lot of issues has been clouding my head ever since. I miss my co-workers, the 24 hours of non-stop work, the glitz and glamour (yeah, a little), but I also feel strongly about not wanting to continue and going back in the world of entertainment. Maybe because I really don't see myself working in that environment for a long time, so why continue? I guess 4 years is enough. I want my FREEDOM, big time!
And then i just did it. I quit. But honestly, it was a difficult decision. To choose between a promising career with the biggest TV network company and finding that FREEDOM is easier said than done. A couple of shows has been offered but my passion for tv production is already questionable. I stand by my decision. I want to move on...
2010. A new pace of life begins, now in a different setting. All the past sacrifices I did when I was just starting my career has luckily been paying off. It is helping me and I’m just so grateful for making those early decisions and to have the guts to work my ass off taking those small simple steps.
A prominent TV executive has told me once, “Well, let’s see where the flow takes you….(immediately saying) ...Welcome to the company.”
And now that so many things have changed "dramatically", I’m happy for following the flow, for following my heart and my passion. For living the kind of lifestyle that I want...for FINDING FREEDOM.
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